redandblackteddybear

I'm was easy to talk to, That people trust me, When they need someone to talk to me, When they want to talk to me, I got the things that some people need, I used to give them what they need, I got the things that other people want, I used to give them what they want, I was betrayed by some people, Talking about me behind mine back, I hate them for it, I thought I could trust them, I was betrayed by someone, That someone didn't need me anymore, I was betrayed by someone, That didn't want me at all.

  Just laying on the grass of the graveyard. Looking into the sky. Staring into it . . . like I couldn't take my eyes off from it.  The moving clouds looks like  different colored cotton candy. But, too far to reach. Just like my dreams. The sky changed the indigo into a pinkish purple of the morning sky.  "Twinkle, twinkle, little  BAT!!! How wonder where you at? Up above the world so high in the tea tray in the sky." Sorry . . . got that sonbg stuck in my head.  My alarm clock just went off. So, I better start walking to the Chosen  Ceremony.  Wow, still don't believe it is the big day, today. Still . . . wow . . . I'm so happy abou

   Finally woken up and is 3:15 in morning. Still tired and I don't even want to go back to bed. Can't stop think about the nightmare. Getting dressed with a heart pounding beat and within fear. Wearing my school colors. Red and black.   Going to the Chosen Cemeory, today. I'll explain later. Finally, the day was here. Planning my escape, without my parents and the dog to know that I was gone. Forever. They find out later on.   I did escape from my window and walked on to the graveyard. Now, I'm sitting on a graveyard. Writing in my journal and looking around the graveyard. Sitting under a tree. . .so people wouldn't see me and getting ca

  Good morning, Nightmare . . . This dream or nightmare was about a person I really loved. Demetri.  The nightmare, I should say. Starts like this. We finshed in some kind of battle. The dead corspes of people on the ground everywhere. Carrying our weapons and ourselves to nowhere. We were talking about ehat would happen next.  Walking and walking. Until, there was a person in the shadows. Point a sliver gun at Demetri and shot him in the chest like nothing.  Me looking around the chaos that was done. Getting on the ground on my knees and my hands. Crying on top of him with the pain of my heart. The shawdowed man has done. With the love